There are days also that you feel weak, too tired, spirit is so low and no delight in seeing a new day coming at you. All systems seem fire-walled, not ready to face the world. This day, I am.
The day here is already half done and yet, I am still very quiet and no way will I be in the mood to talk about anything not even a word.
Today, I guess, I just want to see the world around me moving. Just staring at it is good enough; in it but out of it, totally detached and out of sync. I am in my own world, so to speak.
But then, even when I am in silent the mode (an illusion I probably I thought I am LOL), my mind is busy processing many things. One thought leading to another (vacation, vacation, vacation!) followed by a blink of an eye – the only physical manifestation that a new one comes in and the previous one has been processed.
I wondered what had happened inside my body last night. I am wondering what is going on inside it now? What fluid in my system triggers this?
How many people out there are going through the same experience as I am having now, physical, emotional or psychological state or whatever term you may call this, is another big question running in my mind. Do they know that they are not alone?
You, how do you feel today? Are you in your own world or are you in the world?
Everyday is a different day or everyday is a different you. What do you think?