My life (ah my life in a day here) is always the same (it seemed). Just like the hand of the clock, it runs on the same course without letup and deviation everyday. It begins and ends on the same exact point. Whether I run counter or start from where it ended to where it all begun, it is all but the same day’s breath of tik and tak, nothing more and nothing less.
Two days ago, early in the morning, something unexpected happened.
I was in a dizzying spin, in a different cycle, in a different path and out of the circles I made . The constant circling lines that I thread each day was totally broken by unpredictable lines that started from nowhere and ended somewhere. It was crazy, I was crazy and I knew it but what the heck. I wanted that dizzying spin just to be somewhere. True enough, I did but it was a shameful somewhere.
Somehow, amidst the uncontrollable ups and downs, a great person came along. And that great person was you.
You, who willingly helped me get through, guided me while criss-crossing the shameful somewhere keeping me away from the guilt that went with it. You never asked me why. You were there just for me, completely and unselfishly. You accepted me as me — a human being, who, without a doubt has transformed into a totally different me.
Because you knew exactly what I was going through, you did not try to bring out the best in me but rather, you took the beast out of me.
I was, at that very moment, a happy man!
I wanted to say exactly what my heart felt at that very moment but no words in my own universe would suffice. (Is there someone or anyone who knows exactly how to express in concise words everything that the heart wanted to say?)
Undeniably, the heart has a language of its own and as the mind finds a way to verbalize this language, everything that you did for me, will always stay in my heart, unspoken but greatly appreciated.
And for that, although this is not enough, I say, THANK YOU SO MUCH!
You are an angel!
This song is for you.
To my readers, please forgive me. This post is full of incomplete assertion, off-tangent statement, and lacking in consistency. The mind is unsure and cannot comprehend everything that the heart wanted to say.
Thank you so much for your time.